GRATEFUL

I am grateful that God has found uses for me.

I am grateful that what I can do can help. 

I am glad to be armour, sword or plow;
To protect, to fight, or to tear open
Deep furrows that ease
The sprouting of new and joyful life.

I am grateful and glad to be a useful tool.

I am grateful that it garners me merit.

I am grateful to fit so well to every hand.

I am glad, but also sad. 

I just wish...
Sometimes,
Sinfully I wish
I was less useful,
And more loved.

MC